I thought Mother’s Day would sting, like every year before it—flowers from friends, social media posts with sticky-fingered crafts and brunch photos I’d never be in. I certainly didn’t expect my husband to walk through the front door holding a baby. A real, living, breathing baby. One that wasn’t ours.
We’d been trying for six years.
I remember staring down at yet another negative pregnancy test, my breath shaky as I set it on the bathroom counter like it might change if I looked away and checked again.
“It’s just not working anymore, Daniel,” I said quietly.
He crossed the room in two long strides and wrapped his arms around me from behind.
“Don’t say that,” he murmured. “Dr. Klein said we still have options.”
I pulled away and tossed the test into the trash. “We’ve tried every option. IVF. Hormones. Acupuncture from your garlic-scented mother’s guru. I’m thirty-five, Daniel. How much longer do we do this?”
He turned me to face him, cupping my cheeks with steady hands. “As long as it takes. Because one day, you’re going to be the best mother this world has ever seen. I believe that with every cell in my body.”
I wanted to believe it too. Daniel had never once wavered—not after the first miscarriage, not after the third. He was the one who researched treatments, held me through injections, whispered hope when I had none.
Even when my own body began to feel like a traitor, Daniel never blamed it. Or me.
That’s who he was. Thoughtful. Steady. The man who left love notes in my lunchbox. Who kissed my temple after I fell asleep crying. Who still held my hand in grocery store lines like we were twenty again.
But even perfect men have cracks.
“I don’t want to do anything for Mother’s Day this year,” I told him one morning. “No brunches. No pretending.”
He nodded slowly. “Okay. Then I’ll just plan something quiet. Something that feels good.”
So, when he left that Sunday morning to “pick up something special,” I assumed it was flowers. A croissant. Something small to make me feel seen.
I didn’t expect a baby.
When he stepped through the door cradling a bundled newborn in yellow fleece, I thought I was hallucinating.