My mother had been gone less than a month when my stepfather told me he planned to remarry, and the name he said landed like a second funeral. His bride to be was my mother’s closest friend, the woman who had sat at our kitchen table during chemo days and spoken softly about hope. The house still felt suspended in grief, filled with small echoes I couldn’t stop noticing: her glasses left near the lamp, the mug she reached for every morning, the faint trace of rosemary oil that clung to her scarves. Cancer had taken her slowly, in months of exhaustion and quiet bravery, and through it all my stepfather and that friend had been constant presences, always there with food, reassurance, and gentle hands on shoulders. At least, that was the story I believed while I was too tired to question anything.
The wedding happened quickly, almost briskly, as if grief were an appointment that had already ended. Photos appeared online with bright smiles and staged flowers my mother once adored, captions about fresh starts and destiny, words that made my stomach tighten. What unsettled me wasn’t only the speed, it was the lack of tenderness for what my mother had treasured. When I noticed her gold necklace was missing, the one she had promised would someday be mine, I asked about it with my voice shaking despite my effort to stay calm. I was told it had been sold to cover expenses, as if her wishes were just another bill to settle. The dismissal was casual, almost bored, and it turned my grief into something denser, threaded with disbelief and a growing sense that I was standing in a story where the ending had been decided without me.
